I'm 18. Young, not ugly and popular. I had a boyfriend, but we broke up, because I didn't want to act like I really loved him. I liked him and I still do, but I don't know what love is. I never felt butterflies in my stomach or my heart racing when I was with him or other guys. Yesterday I watched "The Fault In Our Stars" and I even read the book before. The first time I saw Augustus Waters my heart got heavy. Crazy, huh?