My boyfriend left me, about two weeks ago. I've trusted him so much and now there is nobody left to trust. Sure a good friend of mine tries to help, but sometimes i think she don't really want to help, she is just nice. I feel so horrible, i cry nearly every day, at least once. I want to be strong, but it is so difficult. I'm so scared that i never find a man like him again and i hate myself for trusting him.