I throw up everytime i eat unhealthy food. Lately family said i lost weigth. They caught me once doin it. They didnt care enough to take it as a problem. I need help. My only friend who nows said she never wants to speak with me again because of some rumor she heard. I don't wanna go to the hospital to ask for help. I am normal sized so if i told anyone they would not believe me because i don't look anorectic. Im just a normal sized girl. I hate when people joke about it. Bulimic or not. I just need to stop.