I had told him that he and a common friend of ours are very important to me and I don't want to lose them and I was crying and I think he was going to hug me, because he moved his arm in a such movement. I wonder if he thinks of it, like the guy to whom a girl messaged "You know, you are a very interesting person :)" and he looks at it and smile. Does he remember my words and smile? Does he look at our messages and smile, like I do? I know he's in a crappy situation with a serious illness of a member of his family, but I hope he's thinking of me even the slightest. I love him. Why do I love him?? Why??