Im drinking in my room, alone right now. I took the alchohol from my parents. I love drinking, I love the warm soft feeling that takes me away. I've had a shitty year already and I'm not looking forward for the rest of it. We recently got poor. My mother is really sick and the doctors don't know why but they think she maybe will die soon. My father never wanted me so he brooke the contact with me six years ago. I'm a good girl. Good grades and I'm sweet to everyone. But I don't have any friends. Anyone with kind of the same problem?