I met this guy in high school, I liked him, he liked me, then we kind of started dating. I noticed he always smelled like alcohol and everyone started to notice as well because the started talking. One day he showed up with a bottle of vodka in the middle of school and waa sharing it with his friends I got scared because there was security near by and I never broke things off formally with him. I just avoided him and stop talking to him. I've always felt bad about not explaining things to him. Now I see from time to time, were graduated and its really awkward when we see each other and I really want to say something I'm just afraid of how he feels about me...it really bugs me.