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I always thought I was straight but then I had a teacher who was a lesbian and I had a huge crush on her. Her eyes were wonderful! I got a horrible grade because she's also a tough teacher but I got so distracted and distraught thinking about the lesson and my life if I were gay at the same time. Before her class i liked this guy but he ended up being a jerk and I just don't want to like girls just because guys can be jerks sometimes even though I've liked girls before. I honestly think that I'm bisexual but I'm afraid to come out to my family because they're super religious but i feel as if this is just going to happen agin and i should just resolve this now and i should go back to my old ways of repression. I don't know if I should follow my heart and fall in love with a person and not a gender or repress this and be a good little christian girl... Ive just come out to myself and im teying to avcept myself. Either way i just want t know the truth. As I began to accept myself my grades started to improve and I was much more confident. This is just killing me because she seemed cold on the outside but the first time I saw her smile I knew there was something about her aand now I'll never know, even though shes my teacher and i respect her too much to do anything of the sort. So now I just lie awake at the dead of night listening to tegan and Sara and crying my eyes out......

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