I got back with my ex recently after he cheated. I love him a lot but I feel the spark is starting to die. My male child hood best friend is beyond words was and still is always there for me and I think I'm starting to fall in love all over again... I just got back together with my ex.. Can I really just break it off all over again? But every second I say " i love you" to his face I think of my friend and my heart starts to hurt.