I wish I could let these feelings go, but I can't right now. I care for you, but we are just friends. It feels like every five seconds I want to either cry, throw up, or scream in fury and agony. I hate that things developed between us; I wish we'd never kissed. Then I wouldn't be hurting the way I am right now when you choose to spend time with a girl who looks a lot like me and probably has a similar personality. What the hell is that about?