I push people away from me, not on propose though. I noticed this last night actually. I met a guy a couple of days ago and we really got along great so we exchanged numbers and we've text another every since. we have really nice conversations too that last up until 4 am but last night I wasn't really being responsive he noticed and kept trying but he eventually gave up. Now I'm afraid he's not going to talk to me and if he does I'm afraid I'm going to do it again. I do this to all the people in my life, even my friends and I don't know why. It makes me feel bad but I don't know how to stop.