I like to be sad. It's like a save place in my world. Nothing can bring me down if i'm already down. Since 7 days i'm in contact with my ex boyfriend, we still love each other, and he wants a second Chance. But he said he is annoyed of my sadness, i can understand that but i can't stop to be sad, if i'm not lucky or really happy, i'm just sad, that sounds so normal in my ears.