I met this guy that I am really into! I am in love with him! He is friendly with me but I am completely hopeless. Because I am fat and he is always surrounded by beautiful girls! Also his female friends are very traditional girls whereas I am highly educated, I speak fluently 3 languages and can get along in Italian, Portuguese and France. I am really nerdy and I read a lot and I have an opinion on pretty much everything from rocket science to Cinema and Music. I don't think I have a chance with him. And we are going to spend the weekend together in a group with other friends. Help I am loosing my mind.