I want to do what i want in life, i want to live on the mountains, far from here. I could say im a little famous because i recieve gifts from people who adore me and my talent. I get good messages from these people. I actually loved it at first to be appreciated but for them to invade my private life as time passes by is a big NO. Im reallllllllly disappointed and sad. I cant wear this "happy and alright" mask forever, There will come a time that this will fall off. I want to cry now.