So I have had a best friend for almost 4 years were both bisexual. We were playing truth or dare with a bunch of guys and we were dared to kiss. She tried to make out with me which I wanted but I freaked out and pushed her away. I keep asking to make out again but she just says I don't know. She has a girl friend now but when she was recently over we went swimming and I was sitting on the pool stairs and she sat on top of me facing me rubbing her vagina like on mine. And she said I really miss my gf and said so this is why I'm doing this. But that made me mad but it really turned me on and I like her so so much but I don't think she will ever want me like that..