My family friend & I are really close. we both are starting to like each other and we flirt ALOT but do not wanna take it further because he flirts with lots of girls, we go to different highschools and in fear of it being awkward. He is the kind of person i could see myself marrying. The kind of guy i would want to be with for awhile not another silly wasted relationship that last a couple months. He likes to stick his fingers in places they dont belong and we talk about being more sexual. I am mentally ready but whenever the situation occurs i get nervous and push away.