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I'm in love with my best friend. She's so brilliant and so beautiful. I love the way she talks, her views on the world, her smile, the way she ties her hair back, when she does, in the laziest way you could tie hair back, pretty much everything about her. Every time we speak, for a while now, I just... calm. If I'm talking to her in person or just online I feel at ease. Like her presence makes me happier, which it kinda does. I constantly want to just tell her I love her, more than the friendly kind. I want her to know that I'll always be there for her unconditionally. I frequently imagine what it would be like to be with her in a relationship or just to even have her be my first kiss (I'm 18). I love her more than my first girlfriend. She knows I like her (or liked, it's been a while since we talked about it). I know in all likelihood it just won't happen between us. She doesn't find me attractive in the same way... because I'm really not and though her just being there can set my sky on fire, I do feel like I do little more than give her distraction from her problems. She's also trying to get over a recent breakup with the asshole she loved. I love her and want to spend my life with her... But, I'm just her friend. I've been using online dating to escape this... But, like offline, I seem to only attract people wanting to be friends... nothing more. Thank you for reading if you did. It means a lot. ^_^

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  • Contact her and let her know your true heart. It's worth knowing then never know. Get past the fears and what ifs and just push yourself to do it. You gotta take the step

  • Maybe show her this. See how she reacts. Just keep doing what you're doing, don't be pushy and definitely keep an open mind about other girls. Good luck!

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