I'm homophobic (towards guys) and I have gay friends... I mean, I'm fine with my friends having any kind of relationship and that and they understand my situation, which is why I hold them dear. But, as soon as someone gay or a guy poking fun makes a move on me, I feel like throwing up and I freeze up. In fact, my friend dry humped me one day and I was completely terrified....... One of my friends just sat there and just let it happen. I asked him to turn on the light at least since he wasn't going to do anything. I was sobbing for a whole night and I didn't notice when I fell asleep. Obviously, I didn't go to college the next day. Made me realize that I can't trust some of my friends with my life.... Kinda feels good to type all that out.