I've gone into an emotional dip again. I don't talk about things to anyone ever. It just feels like i'm going nowhere, stuck paying off debt , seeing no friends. I've been told to go see a psychiatrist about some issue( possible anxiety, and aggressiveness). But I can't bring myself to do it. It's affecting me possibly meeting a nice girl because I don't know how to act, i've been a compulsive liar and I'm worried I will lash out.