One of my best friends ended our friendship yesterday out of the blue. She knows I'm in love with her but back when I told her she said that nothing will change in our friendship and that seemed to work well. This feels like a break up even though we've never been in a relationship and I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. I've never loved anyone in that way before, she was so special and I don't think I'll ever get over her. The fact that we're gonna see each other every single day in classl for two more years makes me sick.