It's my fault I'm in a long distance relationship. I told my boyfriend (best friend at the time) that moving in with his mom would be safer and he'd have more opportunities. Little did I know 6 months after he moved that I'd develop feelings for him again...I feel like absolute shit because this relationship is so hard. He trusted me; trusted my word. Now we're 1100 km apart and in a relationship where we haven't seen one another in 465 days..