Instead of actually enjoying myself and my boyfriend during sex, I'm just self-concious almost the entire time. My self-esteem is so low I can't even look at myself naked in the mirror anymore. He calls me beautiful everyday but I hate my face. its not a weight issue or anything, I'm 1..5,6 and 130 lbs. I just hate the way I look. I've even considered plastic surgery but if I did that id regret it and wouldn't be able to live with myself.