I went out to the gaypride in Amsterdam this weekend. Normally I drink a lot during events, but this time I made the choice not to drink a single alcoholic drink. I had fun but I didn't had the "balls " too get closer with some girls. I had the chance at different moments. Now I feel fucked up that I didn't show her that I liked her. So I feel sorry for not drinking, but I have to get over my alcohol problem. Dutch Girl, English is not my native language.