This is my life and this is how I want to live it. I didnt want to be stuck in a relationship where I didn't love him. I don't care how many years were spent to just throw away. If you fall in love with someone else while your involved with someone, take a step back and see why. What made you fall in love with them? You wouldn't fall in love with someone else if you werein love. So I left. I never second thought it. I fell in love with my friend, so I got out of the relationship I was in. I know it sounds bad and people will say it was a stupid choice and I'm ruining everyones lives, but I'm happier now, more then I have ever been. Im not seeing my friend yet, yes still single, but I'd rather be single then be in a loveless relationship. I have been scared that if I let him know that I still love my friend then our friendship may suffer, but we've broken up before and still remained friends. So everyone who is stuck in the same spot, if the friendship is strong enough, it will survive. So confession is, yes I broke up with my boyfriend so I could have another chance with an ex(who is still my friend too). Sorry but the heart wants what the heart wants.