Dear Dad, why do you hate me, why do you reject me. When you saw how much I cared for you about nd cried at your feet. You said nothing. When I told you to please stop, you laughed. You keep doing it, and laugh. You say I do t understand. Yet I know everything, I hear it, I see it but you shrug it off. You know everything about me that you hate, but know nothing of who I am. I don't want to play softball, leave me. I don't want to fit your standards.