I have been head over heels for a girl for over a year now. I meet her last summer and I can't stop thinking about her. I have asked her out twice, but she declined both times, saying "I don't want to give you the wrong idea." Now I can sorta understand that, but she given me mixed signals so many times after saying that and the only thing I could think was wtf is going on? Now I didn't just fall for her because she is beautiful but I fell for her because of the kind of person she is. She is just amazing in so many different ways. I thought I might have had a chance because we were majoring in the same thing. I was planning on asking her out a third time, but then my graduation came around. Now that I have graduated from college, I feel like I can move on because she has another year to go and I won't see her as much. Recently I lent her some equipment because her's got stolen. I have been trying of almost a week to get it back but I haven't been able to get it from her. Now this may not seem like much, but when I lent her stuff before she would give it back right away. I may be reading too much into this, like I usually do, but I feel like her feelings for me have changed. It's almost like she doesn't want to give it back because she is afraid she will lose me in some way. Now, I know people's feeling can change, but am I setting myself up to get hurt again by thinking there is even a slim chance that she is starting to have feelings for me?