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For years, my family has annoyed me with studies (I understand the fact that all parent want a great future for their child) but my youth was depressing because I had no friend, I was forbidden to complain about anything because I was in a good family that could offer most of the thing I wanted and I never got sastifaction of my succes. i just go my 25th birthday, the last time i hold someone in my arm was 13 years ago, I never had a girlfriend because I'm too introvert to accept my own feeling, all my friends say that I'm too cold, too stoïc, a bit frightening (I'm not really a model) even if I'm the most optimistic person they know. The worst is that even if I want to be in couple, I am afraid that my girlfriend (let"s hope) want a child ..... and I really don't want a child because anything or anyone that remind me about school or study either give me panic attack or either anger me. And because I couldn't complain in my youth, I never (verbally) fight with people preferring to say yes or nothing. The last thing, is, because i can't accept my feeling, i don't even know if I'm in love with someone. And still, I keep hapiness in my hearth because I take time to speak to imaginary or virtual people and I feel more sastification by finishing a game (of any sort) or reading a good book or watching a good movie.

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  • in order to be happy in a relationship you should come clean with yourelf first. your girlfriend is not to be used as an instant happiness creator. what would happen to you if you lost her.. to me you sound like a really interesting person. and the fact that you already pointed out your problems proves that you can grow to be a happier person with some time and effort - parents related problems will usually influence you for a lifetime, you decide if for your advantage or suffering. maybe having a kid and raising it better can be your way to get along with your own childhood.

  • in order to be happy in a relationship you should come clean with yourelf first. your girlfriend is not to be used as an instant happiness creator. what would happen to you if you lost her.. to me you sound like a really interesting person. and the fact that you already pointed out your problems proves that you can grow to be a happier person with some time and effort - parents related problems will usually influence you for a lifetime, you decide if for your advantage or suffering. maybe having a kid and raising it better can be your way to get along with your own childhood.

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