I'm a female and i weigh 8kgs. I feel fu*king huge! My husband swears he finds me sexy and lives it but I can't imagine how. I'm trying to do something about it, I've just got so many things in my life going horribly for me at the moment that I Find so much pleasure in cooking and eating good food that I don't want to stop that. I'm still very active and it's not rubbish takeaway I'm eating but i still just feel like an ugly fat yuck filled with a lot of self hate!