I love my dad so much, the same amount any child has for their dad. The thing is I dont show much affection, im very kept in about it, whereas for my mum im very open to her. I feel like it's vey awkward when I have a conversation with my dad or show him some kind of affection towards him and I hate how that happens all the time. I just wish I had a normal father and daughter relationship. Sometimes I feel like my dad's unsatisfied with his life and it scares me. My dad works so hard all day. He goes to work early in the morning and when he comes home he still works, im just afraid that in his mind he thinks that nobody cares for him.