I want to go on a diet, but my mom keeps saying "all you have to do is eating smaller portions" and she keeps making ice creams and other sweets. When I twisted my ankle some time ago, I stayed in the living room for 2 days straight (it's in the same room as the kitchen). I was watching the others eating and they were eating, like a lot. They stuff their mouths with food and talk while eating and make noises and other things like that. And I realised, I'm like them. I don't want to be like them!! I don't want to hang out with my friends because I'm afraid we'll go to eat outside and I don't want them to see me eating. Basically, I don't want them to see me at all. I feel awefull when we hang out, let when we go to the beach... I'm trying to exercise, but I can;t do some exercises because of my shitty ankle. It'b been over a month since I twisted it and I can't run as fast as before, I can't jump, I can't climb well! I do some exercises and the rest of the day it's like I'm lame! I can see how my brother and father look at me sometimes, like they hate me.