It's just so hard for me to handle what I feel for my ex when people are trying to bring us back. I just wanted to live a simple life. Yes, I still love him but everytime I see him in the campus, all of those happy memories, sad memories and the pain and depression that I felt when he broke up with me. When people talks to me about him, I couldn't stop myself from coming back to the pain that I felt when we broke up. And it hurts up until now. Although yes I moved on, I just can't take it when people talk about it. I just wish that they would stop finding a way of making us come back together because it's tearing me more than ever. I may not show it to them but deep inside of me I am crying out loud and wanting to die.