I (male) went 5 days in the family of my best friend (female) that I met on the Internet, like, 2 to 4 years ago. Before these little holidays, we used to speak to each others every single day, chatting on skype, putting webcam so we could see each other, we were really near in spite of the distance (we live in the same country but at 400km to each other). But when I arrived, I felt like she was trying to avoid me, she was keeping distance from me and I didn't understand why she would do that. After I return home (i'm home since 5 days now), she told me she found me "weird" for some reasons (like the fact that I don't really appreciate my family, and so on). She told me she wanted to stand back a little bit from our relation, saying that she was shocked by who I really was. Since I came back, I cry every night by fear to lose her. I don't know what to do, what not to do, how to react ? Someone ?