i'm having a hard time with best friend. i've become really ill two years ago and he treated me like shit. he couldn't think that i was with a serious disease and couldn't stand his constant arguing with me. like one time in the subway he knew more than anyone besides my family that i was going through a rough time with the treatments but still he had to annoy me to death teaching me how to read the stations signs in the carriage! even after i expressively told him that i've got bigger things on my mind. and other things, many more. he's a cause of distress in my life because he's a stubborn mule who can't even concieve that are times to stay quiet. he even told me "to get over it". that fuckin prick! i try not to think about it and despite some considerable time has passed i hate him so much right now and it makes me sad that good decent people don't want anything to do with me.