in two days, my phone broke, my headset broke, I have to go live in a place I don't like,it's difficult to study because I can not focus myself on one thing for too long, my best friend turned his back on me, my family is driving me crazy and all I want is to jump in front of a car and end it all. with each passing day I am more sure that I can not take this anymore. no matter how many times I've heard "you can do it" or "it will pass". though I know I probably could, I can not find in me the strength to continue to live or motivation to live. I don't like the idea of committing suicide, but if there is a chance of being able to take my life and make it look like it was an accident I will not think twice.