I have a kid now with my GF who i love, but my ex hurt me so bad that i end up thinking of her every day. I get so mad when i think about her tho. like we were friends for 5 years and together for 5 more.. one day she just took everything in our apartment and left. found out later that she moved in with another guy. But i cant get her out of my head, she was my best friend- and the thing is i acctualy know what she was thinking and why she did what she did, i just want to meet her, see how she iss and tell her that everything turned out ok.. and also that she can go to hell but we can be friends.. its very dubble everything, its the forgiveness and understanding but at the same time bitternes and hate.