Both my best friends are always on Dean's list and graduating soon while I'm here struggling and stuck in this college for another year. I'm actually older than them. I keep on trying to be on the same thinking level as theirs. I like the way they think and how they represent themselves in front of everyone and lecturers. The lecturers praised them a lot. While I'm so proud of them for their achievement, deep down I hope I can at least be like them score high before I graduate and make others proud or at least notice me.