Today I shaved down me privvys (imagirl) in an effort to get my boyfriend to notice. he didn't care much. i've watched a lot of porn in my life and i just wish he'd look at it at least, lips 'n all and do some admiring. we've been together four years and he won't even let me see his penis...it's just...weird. he won't go down on me or let me go down on him unless i finish completely...which it's supposed to be foreplay so idk... so sexually frustrated. i just want to have really good sex, i feel like i deserve it! i just stopped watching porn too so i don't really have an outlet, except venting on here.