I am at a point in my life when I really need to move forward. But my own perfectionism keeps getting in my way, and I can't help feeling undeserving of any kind of success to the point I'm not even trying. And there's not even a solid reason for it. I am generally considered a capable individual with many qualities. But I can't help beating myself up and running in a vicious circle of accomplishing nothing because of beating myself up, and then beating myself up on account of accomplishing nothing. I feel like a disappointment, mostly to myself, and I don't know how to handle this anymore.