Sometimes I wish I was as great and fantastic and as deserving as my best friends and some family think I am. In reality I'm not at all. I've done some pretty crappy things and no one knows myself like I do and some of the things that go through my mind probably aren't right but am I psychologically ill equipped to handle? No I'm not I can handle anything that comes my way but I'm not the great person everyone thinks I am but I'm not going to have them think any different either because then it'd be bad. Just have learned from bad mistakes I've made but the feeling of not being a great person will still be there.