I used to be so quiet. Then, I decided to be a little bit open and more friendly so I started to talk and share stories with my friends and family but all respond that I get was not good at all. Plus, they even ignore me. All my efforts to make my life better is just waste of time. I don't know what went wrong. They encouraged me to talk and told me to be 'fun', make friend they said but when I did they just ignore it and some even say I talk too much. I effin hate it. I feel stupid.