When I don't take my meds the fire inside me gets so hot. All a man has to do is smile and look me in the eyes and I'm his. But they don't know. I hide it well and act like as sweet and kind as possible. .. All while knowing if they wanted to touch me, I'd let them. Any of them. All of them... Older, fat, unattractive... The thought of it overwhelmes me and I'm afraid of what happens when on of you notices... When I let them touch me... Where will it happen? What will he do to me?