I'm a girl and I don't have a bf. But I have a close male friend who is gorgeous and single too. I like him but I'm not sure I'm in love with him and I know he likes me more than I like him. So I masturbate almost every night thinking about him even tho I could ask him to have sex with me but I don't want to hurt his feelings if I really am not in love with him. Am I doing it wrong?