As a 21 yo guy who never had a girlfriend I'm at that level of loneliness where I can't imagine myself having a girfriend. It seems crazy but I just can't imagine having someone to kiss, holding hands and sleeping with someone in one bed. I'm a very shy person and approaching a girl just seems like mission impossible. I moved to a new city one year ago and I haven't met one single person, so I don't have friends either. My hobbies are mostly solo hobbies where no girls are and I should start a job soon, but It's connected with technology, so no girls there too.