Knowing my ex a.k.a. first love is married made me rethink about my whole life. I'm not sad though, I'm happy for her. But, stuck in college in my age, lost all my friends after getting backstabbed by so called bro, ain't got money to spend/save, and the worst is being alone with no one to talk. On the other hand, she have a nice job, nice pay, married, friends, and all the things I didn't have. Because of this, I have not slept for two days. The only thing that somewhat comforts me that I still have my family who support me through all.