One of my guy friends killed himself outside the front door of the bar i was working at. He did it right in front my boyfriend. He stood beside my boy friend reached to his side and pulled out a gun and before my boyfriend could stop him, he put it to his chin, looked him straight in the eye and pulled the trigger. I heard the shot then my boyfriend scream out. I run to the front door of the bar and pushed it open to see my buddy off to to the left laying there dead in a puddle of blood. Im so fu*ked up from this... would you be concerned for my mental health, not sure that anyone is.