I reach out and all I get is, "No, not this time" every time. If my friendship means so little to you, then maybe I shouldn't bother trying anymore. I keep getting forgotten about and ignored, and I am tired of it. If you have a damn, you would actually try. And this goes for multiple people in my life. Too many of my friends ignore me for weeks in end if I don't reach out first. I'm sick of being the only one trying!