Im in this wierd position where I dont know what to do. Its like I'm standing at a cross roads and dont know which side to pick (I know that sounds clichéd. Sorry.) And I feel like if I pick one side then it might not be who I am. But if I pick the other then I'm scared things wont be so perfect. I'm scared everyone I love will leave me. And I have been trying to go through life just standing in the middle, but at times it gets hard. And when I try to show signs I dont know if they get it. But the worst part about it is that... I cant even talk to my one of my best friends because of our little incedant which I dont like talking about. I always believe that something good will eventually happen even if it takes a long time. But I'm just waiting for it to come sooner.