I hate that you put NO EFFORT in to making postive change, I HATE that this makes me find you completely unattractive. I HATE that you SUCK at reading between the lines and expressing insight. I HATE that you don't publicly appreciate me. I HATE that I fucking love you so damn much. I HATE that both my jobs make me weary and worried on top of your actions or lack there of. You would rather be in video game land than deal with real life, I get it but FUCK, please get over it. I have been there and I KNOW it's hard but I habe pulled myself out of it many times ao you should be able to. You are almost 25 dude, 4 years older than me, please grow the fu*k up. For both of our sakes.