I have decided not to let you go until you completely break me. Call it emotional suicide but I'd rather live the rest of my life with my heart wrapped in a tourniquet then to leave your side. I have imprisoned myself in my own little world, knowing that the key is hung around my neck yet deciding not to use it. When my life has ended, I will run to the edge of the world where heaven and earth intersect and ask the angels for you. The moment you appear in front of me, the moment I realise that your love for me is the same as mine for you is the moment I know that I have found nirvana. I will wait. I will spend the rest of my life crying myself to sleep with a smile on my face.