I was 14 when I first told a girl I liked her. Nothing ever happened between us. I was 20 the first time I ever made out with a girl. We were both drunk, just met, and I never saw her again after that night. I was 21 the next time I made out with a girl, and it was the same thing... Never saw each other again. The third girl I ever kissed was also the girl I lost my virginity to at age 21. I'm 22 and have still only been with one girl. I feel like a fucking loser. I wish I woulda banged a bunch of girls in high school, but I don't see anyone building a fucking time machine... I have thought about committing suicide every day since I was 14... I might be fixating on sex too much, but that's how my mind works... Just an insight.