My social anxiety is killing me. I can't even say hi to women on frickin OKcupid, let alone ask someone's number in public. Not that I leave the house often enough to get the opportunity. Every morning I daydream about the simple pleasures of human touch and love that I'm forever cut off from by simple fear. I have a persistent delusion that women hate me, but I know that is a lie I tell myself to save my ego. I am afraid.